~ staying afloat, a day at a time ~

Friday, March 25, 2011

Lay me down

Lay me down now
and put me to bed
in layered soil
outside your window
let me awake
and see you in spring
winter is too harsh to take
put me in the ground
and cover my eyes
sing to me
a lullaby

say to me words untrue
and put me to bed
let me awake
brand new
with eyes that not know what it see
in the summer sun
and winters dawn
pray I awake in spring
when all things live anew
and memories die


Saying nothing new is sometimes perspective
or perhaps truth. Whose to say which is what?

xoxo, Privy lil me..


Simple words.
I’ve had enough
Ur less than accommodating
Ur not even listening anymore
You are deaf with the sounds of previous conversations
What have I not given you?
What have I not done?
When will you actually understand?
Actually see my tears are real
My fears are real
And my hurt is true
Please see me for me
See me as it comes
Plain and never indifferent

Let me trust you
Let me in.


Some days the hurt is too much to bear 
and the load to heavy to be carried around
This is my dumping grounds...
xoxo, Privy Lil' Lotus